| May 2008
May 27 - I just can’t seem to grasp the
fact that Kylie has a loose tooth. That she’s growing up so
fast. Yesterday she was giving me a “pinch massage” and she
mentioned that she will always give her mommy and daddy one AND
her future husband. Ha ha. That last bit cracked me up.
Already thinking about how well she’ll take care of her
husband. I hope she learns that throughout the years - to take
care and love for her husband like he will to her. Seriously,
how pathetic is it to think of things like this at this age of
her life? I’m terrible.
Megan - well some days I see her growing up
and others I wonder if she ever will. She constantly cries and
whines and some days it seems unbearable. I keep reminding
myself that this is just a phase - it will go away eventually.
Mind you, I’ve been reminding myself of this for 3 years now.
Ha ha. It has to end eventually, right? Please tell me yes it
does. I can’t handle anything other than that. Ha ha.
Our family had a wonderful holiday
weekend and even though the sun is not shining today, it’s a
beautiful day so far.
May 21 - Megan has a fever :( I don’t
know what she has and why. We just went to the doctor on Monday
for her post-op appointment and she was perfectly fine. Why
couldn’t she get the fever on Monday so I could ask them why my
little girl seems to get fevers all the time. I just
don’t understand it. I sent her to Terri’s today because it’s
just her and Kylie and told Terri to call me if she gets too
fussy. I haven’t gotten a call today so she must be doing well.
May 20 - Yesterday ended day 2 of
cleaning up from the flooring project. I am SO tired. On a
good note, the floor looks gorgeous!!! On a bad note - the
carpet looks not-so-good against it, ha ha.
Last night when Ryan was moving the
refrigerator back into the kitchen he found a small bag of
breastmilk stuck in the very back of the freezer. It was
January 2003. It was breastmilk I had pumped for Kylie. For
some reason I wanted to cry when Ryan showed me this. I felt
sad. I felt like time has gone too fast. I went back and
showed it to Kylie, who wanted to sleep with it because it made
her sad too. Ahhhhhh! Of course I didn’t let her sleep with
it. I hesitated, but threw it away. I almost wanted to keep it
forever to remind me of that time. sniff. sniff.
What made me even more sad last night was
discovering that Kylie does in fact have a very loose tooth. I
told her this morning that she has to stop growing up. She
proceeded to tell me that even though she grows up she’ll always
be my baby. Ahhhhh! My sweet girl. This morning I explained
to her that she needs to save her tooth if it falls out so we
can leave it for the tooth fairy and she’ll get money. She
informed me that the tooth fairy could leave money or presents?
Huh? Someone needs to let me in on this secret.
Megan is a night owl - that girl could stay up
later than any of us. I went to bed at 11 pm last night and she
was still awake. She shares that common ground with
her father.
Kylie’s school party - last day of school -
was today. I messed up and sent her on the bus this morning,
which I wasn’t supposed to do. I got a call from the school to
pick her up and so I did and then we met Ryan over at the
party. sigh. If I don’t slow down this busy life of ours I’m
going to mess one of these children up before they are 10! I am
SO happy Kylie was not upset about the mix-up. I was so afraid
she would be crying when I got to school, but she wasn’t. So
school is over for the summer!
Megan had her post-op appointment yesterday
and everything went well. So we are on our way to the next
phase of things. Hopefully her therapist has more information
for me on Thursday.
So that’s it so far since yesterday. I lead
a very boring, slow-paced life. Ha
May 19 - We had a great weekend at our
friends in Waterloo. Their daughter, Emerson’s 1st birthday
party was this weekend. The weather was absolutely gorgeous so
we all spent a lot of time outdoors. That’s not good for
allergies, but for the mood it is. It was nice to get away
because the floors weren’t finished when we left on Friday and
the guys were going to work on it Saturday which meant we
couldn’t walk on it until mid afternoon on Sunday.
We got into town yesterday around 12:30 p.m.
and cleaned the office. Then went home and we didn’t sit down
to breathe until 10:00 p.m. last night! Ryan actually didn’t
stop until after 11:00 p.m. It was crazy. There was so much to
do with the flooring project and the yard that got pushed to the
waste side for awhile. So we mowed, planted more of the garden,
watered flowers (that I hope come back to the land of living - I
forgot about them), and then after all the outdoor stuff we
tackled the areas that were just floored. Scrubbing counters,
rewashing dishes and other stuff, cleaning out the refrigerator
which gosh knows when it was last scrubbed down. Ryan matched
up trim to certain areas, swept the floors, cleaned. We just
didn’t stop. That was mainly because we knew that this was
going to take us days to clean. Thankfully the kids from next
door came over and played with the girls so we could do the
things we did.
Also, without having a washer and dryer right
now laundry piled up and so I trucked down loads to my parents
house. I think I made a dozen trips down there yesterday. Ha
ha. I even broke their washer after the second load.
Thankfully Ryan fixed it temporarily for me to continue my task,
but it put me behind and so I still have piles of laundry to
attack once we get our appliances in.
We are supposed to wait 72 hours before
washing/putting anything on the floors. Ryan has decided we
MUST put the appliances back tonight. I would disagree but I
want them back just as badly as he does. We’ll wait a bit
longer to mop all the floors and get all the rest of the
furniture back. Once we get everything back to the way it was
then we have to have all the carpets cleaned. They are nasty
after this remodeling project. THEN it’s on to the next
project - the patio! I’m excited and not excited about that
one. It’s the expense and not having all the money we need to
go full fledge forward with it that doesn’t excite me.
Oh well, we are getting the slowly but surely.
May 15 - Flooring Project - Ryan left
work early yesterday to meet the contractor at our house to see
how the flooring was going. I got off work and picked up the
girls. When we got into the house I about cried at the sight of
dust everywhere. I knew this was going to be a
messy project - especially in the areas being refloored but I
didn’t expect it in all areas of the house. UGH!!! I
also knew that when the flooring was finally finished we’d have
a lot of cleanup, preparation, etc to get everything back in
it’s place, but I didn’t imagine I’d be scrubbing down the whole
house. Wahhhhhh! Can I have some cheese to go with my wine?
sigh.
So since everything was a mess and we really
weren’t supposed to be walking on the floor (which is difficult
since the areas being done pretty much lead you to all areas of
the house) we went out for dinner. I was battling a migraine so
I was not much fun. Afterwards, we went to buy the fire pit for
our new patio that I’m not sure what is going on with. Ha ha.
We have decided on stamped concrete, color, pattern, etc - but
the landscaping plans we had drawn up are still not finalized
and I have questions on landscaping and changing a few things
with the patio - so……sigh. The bid also came in higher than
what we budgeted and Ryan just needs to pull the trigger on
this. We can’t put the pool up until the patio is poured.
I am so glad we are getting away this weekend,
although the flooring may be done before we leave and it would
be nice to use the weekend to clean and get everything back to
normal instead of coming home Sunday to a mess. Oh well. Just
another thing to sit at work and think about what I could be
doing instead of being there. ha ha.
Kylie is wrapping up her final full week of
Pre-K. Monday is her last full day. Tuesday is her big party
and Ryan and I will both be there for it - it’s the final day.
I’m almost going to be glad when school is out so I don’t have
to rush the girls to get ready so quickly in the morning so we
don’t miss the bus. Kylie is obviously excited about it.
May 14 - It’s been a few days since I’ve
posted. Mother’s Day “weekend” was fabulous. On Saturday Ryan
and the girls gave me one of my presents - a picnic basket and
all the stuff to go with it. I’ve been wanting one of those for
years! The girls also gave me a card and Kylie gave me a card
she made at school. So we went for a picnic at the lake and
then to the zoo. The weather was beautiful! Ryan got a bunch
of pictures of the girls and me, which was great too. After
that we did some shopping and then to a very nice dinner. Then
we went home and watched movies and Ryan fixed me raspberry
daiquiri's. YUM! On Sunday, Ryan gave me a beautiful card and
a letter that made me cry happy tears. He then gave me a folder
which contained information on the romantic getaway he’s taking
me on for our anniversary at the end of the month! I about
cried. We then did some shopping, visited with my mother and
then went to see Nim’s Island. It was a fantastic Mother’s Day
weekend and I couldn’t have asked for a better one. Oh, and
Ryan and the girls bought me my outdoor swing I’ve been wanting
for years. He got it for me early so the we
could use it while I was home with Megan after her surgery.
Then came Monday when our flooring guy called
and said “tile is in early - I’ll be there on Wednesday”.
Ahhhhhh! Huh??? So we spent Monday night and last night taking
trim down, moving furniture and stuff, moving appliances, etc,
etc. It was exhausting! More so for Ryan, I’m sure. Ha ha.
Today they start ripping out our old flooring. Luckily we’ll be
gone this weekend and won’t have to worry about the mess then
we’ll just have to worry about when they finish on Monday.
sigh.
The guy that was to do our patio bid also came
out last night so now we have to decide what we want to do with
that. Lots of projects for sure!
Oh and Megan woke up at 2 am the other morning
begging for food! This kid is begging for food constantly, but
when you try to feed her a regular meal she barely eats it.
Grrrrr! ha ha.
May 7 - These
past 5 days have been a roller coaster of fun and not-so-fun
times. Hee hee. Megan went in Friday morning to have her
adenoid surgery. I was stressed because I felt bad putting her
through that pain even though I know it was needed. I felt bad,
too, because my stress was increasing Ryan’s stress level and
there seemed to be some negative tension between us all
weekend. I hate how my stress pulls us apart. I want, during
stressful times, for that to bring us together and instead it
seems to be that I push Ryan away and he gets upset and well,
the tension grows between us. I hope that is something we can
work on. I really need him when I am going through stressful
times, and not there in a tension sort of way.
Ok, so Megan was in recovery mode the last 5
days and I think we are starting to see the light at
the end of the tunnel….maybe.?. She was not happy this morning
when we dropped her off at Terri’s :( I wasn’t happy to be
going back to work, either. Despite the fact that I looked
stressed the last few days, I was really enjoying my time at
home with the girls. I think the girls appreciated me being
there as well.
While we were at home recovering we also took
over a major garden relocation project. In anticipation of
getting a stamped concrete patio poured, we had to move the
garden beds so the pool to go in it’s place. My lovely husband,
who I know was not looking forward to such a daunting task, did
a wonderful job moving all the beds, rebuilding them, moving all
the dirt, hauling more dirt and just working up a lot of sweat.
I know that was a lot of work for him and I greatly appreciate
it more than he will ever know. The girls and I got the less
stressful task of planting seeds in the beds. Ha ha. So far we
planted corn, green beans, cucumber, tomatoes and I know there
is something else I’m forgetting. Oh well. We still have
strawberries, melon and herbs to plant. Oh, I know! We also
planted lettuce. Oh, and we planted a kiwi bush in a planter on
the deck. I’m so excited about this!I hope it produces kiwi
this year. The girls are madly in love with kiwi.
ha ha.
May 2 - Megan had her surgery today.
It was supposed to start at 9:30, but we didn't go in until
11:30. It was terrible - the wait. She was freaking
out so they had to give her something to calm her down.
The agony of waiting was too great for me - I was stressing out.
Then right before Megan went in for surgery we got a call from
the sitter that she wasn't going to make it back from St. Louis
in time to pick up Kylie so Ryan had to go pick her up.
After her surgery and they called us back and said she was awake
- what we saw just broke my heart. The nurse was holding
Megan and my baby had been crying her eyes out. I don't
know if she was scared, in pain or what. After an hour
they finally let us come home. Megan was not what I
expected when we got home. She was jumping all over the
place. I figured she would be tired, but she wasnt.
May 1 - I forgot to talk about this
before. The girls were so excited. We are now drinking
unpasteurized cows milk and so when we get the milk we have to
skim the cream off so it’s not whole milk. No reason to waste
the cream so we are making butter with it. It tastes out of
this world! The other night when we picked up our milk from my
mother-in-law, she gave us a few smaller jars for the girls to
use themselves to make butter. They thought that was the
neatest thing ever! Although, after a few shakes the girls arms
were tired and so mommy took over. Ha ha. It is really neat
and satisfying to make something like that by yourself.
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